Sunday, March 28, 2010

Nothing Just....

Living in ns world is totally superb compare to these days.In ns, i usually wake up early for pt pagi but now i wake up at 12 noon.See the 7 hours different.If i would compare to the life there then i'll need to type from morning till the next morning.I'm feeling a bit down maybe its because of then 2nd batch of ns begun yesterday and Stephanie went to my kem for it.When i talk to her i remember those day i went there and meet my kem buddy.I hope to go back to those time and i will if i have a time machine.Now sitting in the house doing nothing but sitting in front of this notebook going facebook everyday for hours and hours, looking back at my NS pictures and video,then editing those photos.I'm currently rotting in the house doing nothing.Think of doing something healthy later like jogging or poco poco alone.....I really hope can do poco poco with my camp mate in DM or padang pt during riadah period.

Tomorrow is a BIG day for me coz singapore polythenics result is coming out and i'm going to sit for undang exam tomorrow and i haven't read through the 500 Q&A book.ARGHHH........i wiss this two things give a good outcomes by getting the course i want and pass my undang...PRAY FOR ME PLEASE....

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

i'm down....

I WANT TO GO MIDVALLEY THIS THURSDAY LAR........GOT NS REUNION WITH CIKGU AMIN AND CIKGU PANJANG AND MY BELOVED CAMPMATE!!!!

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Got some quotes that suit my feeling right now!

It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone,when you’re heart still does.”

“I still love you with all the little pieces of my heart that you left,but don’t take them it’s the only thing I have that still has your name on it.”

“Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.”

To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed.”

The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn’t want to be held on to.

When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most.”

It is impossible to love and be wise.
PICTURE I EDITED!LOVE IT! NILAM EHSAN ,I LOVE YOU!






Saturday, March 20, 2010

Doing something good for the apple of my eye is worth it!Seriously and I've done it today!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Feel So Lazy!

These few days makes me really want to go back to the camp so much.Life in the house is so unhealthy.
In the morning, Jurulatih bertugas will wake us up by BANGUN,BANGUN, BANGUN..... ikan bilis dan cili padi ,malas bangun jangan sekali ,wahai wira dan wirawati janganlah tidur lagi...
BANGUN BANGUN BANGUN...Then its time to wake up.Go to the toilet with friends the change into baju pt and go to padang kawad and see stars with poka , chileng and other delta member.Then ready for pt.After pt,go back to the dorm and bath,Change to baju kelas then go for breakfast at DM.
In the afternoon,after lunch go back to the dorm and rest.By 2.10,lining up in DM for activities like marching, water confident, kayaking , flying fox, merempuh halangan and etc.5.30 pm,there is riadah like poco-poco, bumi hijau and sports.
Then 6.30,dinner time with friends.Sometimes we volunteer to clean DM.Though its a stupid job but me ,poka and chileng just enjoyed it!Went back to dorm then send dobi...we chat and jokes around in the DM till jurulatih halau us back to the dorm.
At night,we have roll call and commandant will do chicken dance, sing khidmat negara song, keranamu Malaysia and Jalur gemilang.Everyone just have fun here!
I really miss the moment so much in the camp with camp mate....Flashin back those time now makes me cry!

Saturday, March 13, 2010

A Superb day!!!!!

After so many days back from NS, i guess today is the best day coz my 'kerinduan' towards my camp is half gone.Because we have a very small reunion.Yes, small reunion....small but mighty.Got a chance to meet cikgu Amin and wife, Siew Fai, Weng Loon, Zul, Faris, Sze lyn, Redzuan ,Qaqa, Fatin, Asma ,Fatin Alia, Paan and TC(sorry if i miss out someone).About 12 noon,we having lunch at Chatter Kopitiam.Then we move to food court because the space is not wide enough.About 3+,we go for bowling session.A competition between Cikgu Amin and Wife with Zul and his girlfriend.This won by cikgu Amin and wife.The individual champion won by Redzuan after 2 strike.....These we end our reunion at 6......

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Feel the difference in school and plkn

Wth....i really feel my school is the suckiest.Now i really got the feeling of 'un'apprieciated in school especially from the principal.She will just listen and talk to those who is academically and co-curiculum good student.Whereas in the kem, the commandant will listen to everyone opinion and we share personal problem with him.Although he is from military and as man he can be so caring why our principal an educated person and a woman can be so mean and unfair to the student.

In plkn,life is so real and enjoyable.Life there is very healthy compare to school.In ns, we have class and sports.Both of them is equally important.But in the school,nothing is much more important than our academic achievement.

Both of this share the same aim that is to build a good individual that can lead the country and world in the future.The difference that i can see makes me hate the school so much.Now i feel so proud to be a student from KEM PLKN NILAM EHSAN and not being proud to be MGSians.

For those who read this please don't feel offended!This is what come out from my feeling now!
This is some picture i took and edited from national service.I am so happy staying there cause that place makes me no worry and happy and away from this reality world.My mood is super down of the road.Maybe is because of camp sick and the idiot spm result.From now onward there is more thing for me to face and solve.Now, i just wish i could go back to the camp with my camp mate and stay they forever.......